FAT CELLS suck for so many reasons, but the one i hate the most is, the fact that fat cells shrink when you lose weight and unlike naturally thin people, when fat people lse weight our cells are waiting for any chance to Ballon up again, It pisses me off. you can train your body to do alot of amazing things, but you can’t train your fat cells to stay small. All you can do is constantly be at war with yourself and try to win.no matter how good you are when you cheat its not like when your skinny friend cheats, your FAT CELLS will always look for any excuse to grow. Science find some way to stop this!!!!!
6 months ago
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So I went to Califonia Pizza Kitchen the other day, and they now have the calories next to the menu item, I cant tell you how much I love this, because Sometimes I will say fuck it and get something I know is bad, but justify it some other way, but when your looking at pasta alfredo and see its 1800 calories it knocks you back down to earth,especially when you know you can get something similar that is 700 calories. I wish every place did this, it would make eating out so much easier and less stressful,.
7 months ago
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So Now that I have lost a Billion pounds and Im healthy, I find it so interesting that i can feel fat, like 300lb Cody fat if i gain a little weight back, it’s so bizarre to me. I may gain a few pounds here and there and then lose it, but if Im like 195lbs I feel horrible about myself ,I feel like my clothes are tight and I feel totes unsexy. its like im back in my old fat body again, its such a mind over matter thing, it’s like my brain doesn’t know Im a 100lbs lighter, so if i say to myself cody you’ve gained weight, my brain says ok now go into fat cody body and I feel gross. It cracks me up How I used to say if i just lost 50 lbs then I would be happy, now Im a crazy girl about my weight. I feel Like I will always feel this way now, which I guess is good since it keeps me motivated to keep the weight off.
7 months ago
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Well I kinda of quit you blog, it’s been almost a year,but Now Im inspired to do it again, mostly because I got a web cam and can make videos instead of write. But the Good news is I reached my goal weight within this year and then passed it. YAY! ME WHERE WAS MY PARTY? my 250,000 dollar prize money, my interveiw on Oprah. well none of that happened. I guess I have to be happy with personal satisfaction, funny but that was not enough. Oh well, as Oprah would say “what im a really hungry for?”
7 months ago
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